What do you look for?

When i look at myself in the mirror I see someone that's not worth her time at all. I don't think I am very smart, I like school but I just have a problem with assignments. Sometimes i just don't understand what they are trying to tell me. In English class I love to write its just I have poor writing skills. I just feel when i look at myself that i am worthless. Other perspectives of myself is when I look at my reflection is not a very pretty girl. I think how will I get a guy to like me if im not pretty. I know its not all about looks but guys arourd 18 to 24 it is all about looks and nothing else. I just get why and don't think its fair. People say things to make others feel better about themselves. Professors have alot of faith in there students as long as they know how to do the homework. I just wish i could have help with writing since I didnt get much help while in high school. I wish people would realize who i am and what i can do and if i cant do that have someone explain it to me so I can do that. It would make the most sense to me and everyone else. I hope someday things will come together.